Billie Eilish on being a mother, battling poor self-esteem: 'I feel different, like I'm desirable'

"The older I get, the more I experience things, I just think

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“Why is it OK to be scared to go to school?” she said.

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You go to school and be prepared for a life-changing traumatic experience or dying.

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The "Happier Than Ever" singer also opened up about regaining her confidence after a long battle with low self-esteem

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When Eilish first began to grapple with the extent of her newfound fame,

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pretending to be a celebrity" as she felt undeserving of her success and her style made it easier for her to grasp it.

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Eilish is the youngest person to win a Grammy for record of the year,

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Eilish and her brother Finneas won an Oscar for their James Bond theme "No Time To Die."

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Then you wear something more revealing and they’re, like, you

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